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struggling, straining, an eye

trying to look into

its own eye - that two way

mirror of the soul's

seeing self, seeing self

I wonder who is

looking at whom? What

is this simulation?

could the question be the answer?





conscious creator - code creating 
scripting simulation; soulful 
selves drifting, dreaming, illusions
imaginations illuminating: I,
you, we all, one conscious creator
code creating, self scripting 
soulful simulation: is this what it is?
Just write it down. 

Whatever it is. 

Write it down. 
Undoubt yourself.  
Release it. 

Let it unravel, rebuild, redefine you.

Perfectly lost; nowhere-ness surrounding self 
starved of silence's scenic, 
drinking, downs, 
drowns in salty tear gathered 
stormy sea. Somewhere, 
shores away, awaiting with lost-nesses found,
finds us travelers, we all, 
searching seeking 
souls: spirit, finds us instead.

To lie beside a lion isn't a show of bravery.  To protect onself from that lion is a show of intelligence.  To initiate a response from that lion, is pure stupidity.   Now, think of a person without protection, without smarts and you will find most people in that category who play the part of the hero that gets eaten alive.

atoms, molecules, shell aside,

what are we? can 

a single cell see the bird's 

eye view of self aware?

we small seething specks, 

star stuff selves, space 

shells of eternal, endless entropy?
'SUMMERY OF LIFE'  :                   *one day youre born;                                         *another day you die;                                                                 *stuff happens in between the two.
sometimes you date a facade, marry the truth and divorce your mistake
Don't get used to injustice.
eat
drink
sleep
sailing
repeat
WHEN A FLY FLIES THROUGH A FART, DO YOU THINK THEY FEEL THE SAME WAY WE DO WHEN WE DRIVE PAST A GOOD BBQ PLACE?
I live on the
dusty beach
Of a vanished ancient sea.
Around is now
all desert;
Filled with fossils just like me.
Don't look for love in the same place where you lost it.


—Pooja Chandran








Every
Sunset
has a new 
Dawn
It doesn't matter what you think of me...


...because my imaginary friends think I'm SPECIAL!
A sense of humor is critical to your survival.
Sure, you need food, water, shelter and other stuff like that - but a sense of humor is what holds your shit together when life is being a motherfucker.
was it a fraud, a scam, or just a misunderstanding?

these bold boxes are my metaphysical escape rooms
I finally found someone...





    more than once.
think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think;

and I still do thoughtless things...







hope this Summery is not in summary
my life is between reality and Boldomatic
You deserve a break.
Stop healing.
Choose violence.
Go batshit insane.
Do it for the plot.
Why do 
I have to be responsible all the time!
i taught my nephew (4) the phrase "that's quite a lot of opinion for such little knowledge." since then, family events have been much more fun.
our future is code, not cables
EMOTIONS - how our brain interpret or respond to our experiences. 

FEELINGS - how our minds interpretation of that response.

It may be difficult to manage our emotions, in response to situations, but through conscious effort, we can manage our feeling about those emotions and what we choose to do about them.
Let go of attachments to specific outcomes or expectations

“The greatest weapon against stress is our ability to choose one thought over another.” 

                    William James
my life is between reality and Boldomatic
I finally found someone...





    more than once.
treat the disease, not the symptom.
the main function of money is to buy space without other people. 
your own apartment so you don't have to see strangers, a bigger house so you can be further away from your family members. a car, business class, private jet, vip lounges - all this is buying space without people.
If the average IQ is 100, maybe stupid rich people can hire some smart folks to show them how to manipulate the understanding of the average person.

(Only smart people will get this.)
A
Question
Of
Some
Import :

How can there
ever be real trust . . .
when there, still, 
are secrets that lurk?

                                                 Ofrkjr
We either make ourselves miserable,
or we make ourselves strong.

The amount of work is the same.
Suche immernoch Mitglieder für unsere Jogginggruppe.










Voraussetzung: Unter der Woche solltest Du keine Zeit und am Wochenende keine Lust haben.
It doesn't matter what you think of me...


...because my imaginary friends think I'm SPECIAL!
People who want change are not necessarily the same who want to change.
I can only explain it to you. 

I can't understand it for you.
Time passages...

Years go falling in the fading light.

Time passages,

Buy me a chicken
on the last train home tonight.
A Question Of Some Import : 

What does it say about a woman who, secretly, has been  having an affair with her sister's husband, 
and upon that sister's death 
by way of poisoning,
feels nor shows any kind of embarrassment or shame 
about it, (the affair) 
nor its becoming known to anyone, including, and or especially, 
the family?

Ofrkjr
I brought a chicken to the world;




       but now I've come
                     back again.
She's got a
chicken to ride.




          And she don't
                              care.

It's not illegal. It's just frowned upon. Like masturbating on an airplane.
laundry today 
or 
naked tomorrow
You look like something 
I draw with my left hand.
There is a big difference between a guy and a girl saying,

"I went through an entire box of tissues during that movie."
Whenever I delete an app on my phone, 
the shaking icons make me feel like they're all panicked over who's getting axed •
My doctor asked if anyone in my family was suffering from mental illness. I said; "no, we all seem to enjoy it"
I HOPE YOUR DAY IS AS NICE AS YOUR BUTT

If I wanted to kill myself I would climb your ego and jump to your IQ.





     LISTEN TO SILENCE
With the right music, you either forget everything or you remember everything
I love waving at random people,  because you know for the rest of the day they're trying to figure out who the hell you were.

If your religion is worth killing for, please start with yourself
Voices in your head - normal

Listening to them - common

Arguing with them - acceptable

Losing the argument - BIG PROBLEM
i just burnt my tongue on some food 

they say the ones you love hurt you the most


THIS "NORMAL" YOU SPEAK OF DOESN'T SOUND FUN AT ALL.

Adam and Eve were the first people to agree to the Apple terms and conditions without reading them.
Sun goes down earlier for short people.


If you think the things I say out loud are bad, you should hear the things I keep to myself.
justice is
a beautiful concept.
unicorns too.
I wanted to write down exactly what I felt but somehow the paper stayed empty 


and I could not have described it any better
Build your own dreams, or someone else will hire you to build theirs.
10% of conflicts are due to differences in opinion. 

90% are due to wrong tone of voice.
I like to be alone. 
But I would rather be alone with you.
i've
fallen
in love
with you,

but you
don't exist.